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Name: Ashley
Country: Canada
Birthday: 10/14/1987
Gender: Female


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Member Since: 7/12/2004

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Wednesday, January 05, 2005

Well Well, Graduation is just around the corner and I am quite stressed about everythign in my life at this time! We are practically a month behind our yearbook deadline as it is just Gillian and I working our asses off on a grad commity of 5, well except the help of  a very good friend of ours who graduated last year and was the TRUE editor of the yearbook, Krys I love ya! Today I was pretty much to busy with yearbook to go to class, thats sad! I went for my lisences last week and the vehicle I took failed so I couldn't even take the fucking thing! Piss me off my life would be so much easier if I could legally drive!

What else I started to like this really awesome guy who is sooo cute and was noticing me also and now I may as well be invisible, oh how I love that! I've just reached a point where I hate this place because of most of the peple in it!!!! It's so fake here and I end up being fake so that I don't have to deal with them on any level which also makes me so very sick!! Whatever soon I will be graduated and out of here and I will find a great guy who wont break my heart! Assholes thats what Plaster Rock is filled with assholes!!!

Well Christmas was very different this year as it was my last here a kid at my parents house, now I have to be grown up and simply a vistor in my parents house for the holidays! It doesnt feel like it should be like that, I'm not ready to be an "adult" and all it entails, I'm still a kid! I got lots of gifts to move out with for xmas and a 5-disk changers CD player, its really nice I love it I got a Reba CD to play in it too! :)

I hate being back to school because I never feel stressed, well rarely feel stress unless I'm at school doing everything that I have to do here!! I have no time to do anything, I work and go to school and of corse do yearbook. There's a hockey game tomorrow that I have to work at. Have to be there for 7, and work on yrbook til 6:30 I also have to find time for supper in between there. I always work, senior year is flying by and I for some reason today feel like I'm missing it all go right passed me!

I have so much english shit for Mrs DeWitt too which means I really have to put effort into it and I have no clue when I'll find the time to dso so. I also have to back for tomorrow and theres so much I have to do that I have most of it on a list and the rest over time I forget no matter how hard I try no to forget, maybe thats my problem I'm trying to hard and stressin' to much?

Sheena's 3 week stay is coming to an end as she leaves Sunday morning and I have no idea when I'LL SEE HER! meh, I always get stressed when I'm around her now :S and she gets mad over me for some reason it wasnt the stay at home I was expecting, I was sure it would be better I really did, but life changes and that is what has happened I guess, oh well don't get me wrong, were still friends it just felt very different....weird different, she's in thius great place and I'm here which I dont mind so much all the time but I feel inferior to her now I guess, which makes me feel guilty because I have such a limited amount of time with her anyway and I'll miss her when she leaves, anyway, I bitch about not having enough time for everythign and I waste a half an hour her babbling for very few ppl who will read this most of which already know all this shit anyway. and way g2g now, dont know when I'll be back. Lots of Love

~*Ashley Dawn*~

 


Sunday, November 07, 2004

Well it has definatly been quite some time since I last wrote anything in here, and now I don't even know where to begin. We get report cards like tuesday, first ones of the year, I'm kinda excited for this one tho cuz it should be good.  I've developed a new liking for the most unlikely person... I think I'm gonna ask him to be my prom date.lol. gonna hope for the best. I cant believe its my senior year.lol. That sounds so wrong. It was my 17th birthday last month. OMG, we have three days off from school this week how awesome is that! There's a shit load of snow outside now and more coming so maybe they'll me more days off from school. lol. works for me.hehe... So excited! anyway I g2g bye!


Wednesday, September 01, 2004

 hey dudes I cant even remember the last time I wrote anyt hing in this! Well since th e last time I know I have went to  y earbppk camp ! that was a b last outside of t he fact that I got completly sick oh well. I leaned how to make a yearbook so that should make muy life a tad easier for next year! My cousin Patricia also somehow got well eno ugh that she has recently been released from         the hospital and is moving closer ot her family ! yay!!! School also goe s back in  like 6 days which mean s most of my firneds are in the process of m oving hours away to attend university! I'm ac tually at Krystal's as I am typing this because this is the last chance I have to see he befpre she leaves for school friday, that makes me extremely sad! Sheena has already left, she left at 7 ish yesterday morning and I spent the night! It was  not easy to say goodbye to her cuz shes moving outwest and I spent everyday for a year with her! Cant wait for xmas to see all my friends, excited to start Grade 12 though! I've made it this far hope I can graduate on time! My moM has redone lie our whole house IN COLOUR!!!  I c ant belie ev it she left the white behind! it actually looks really pretty! I have also recently went to fton with sheen b4 she left liek right after I got home from  yrbook camp in sackville  at the Mount A, done lots of travelling! and I've done some working! anyway, I hav e so much I could write about cuz is been like a month but I'm so tired so....later guys !         ~Ashley*


Friday, August 13, 2004

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You're Element is Fire. You have a strong, independant, fiery personality and you
obviously don't ley other's push you around. You like being in charge and don't care what other people think. In fact, you like to stand out and be yourself. You're probably shy when people first meet you but your a ball of energy that could explode at any given moment. You like to laugh and whether you admit it or not, you like to fight. You're personality that is wild and untamable. You're beauty is physically fit and a little sexy and you have a very pretty face.

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Blue info
Your Heart is Blue

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My inner child is sixteen years old today

My inner child is sixteen years old!

Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while adults might just accept that, I know something's gotta change. And it's gonna change, just as soon as I become an adult and get some power of my own.

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Cocktail

?? Which Alcoholic Drink Are You ??
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 bitch
your bitch.

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Raver Bear
Raver Bear

Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?

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 You are Red
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Wednesday, July 28, 2004

Hey all, yesterday I babysat Will and Grace and my sisters all day then I went to Sherra's camp with her and Sheena but I had to get my lil cuz to come and babysit my sisters for me so I could leave how funny is that, mom made me pay him too which wasnt fair.lol. I don't care it was worth it. We ate at tilly take out then we went swimming in the river, omg that was fun I even jumped off the top of the boat, we went paddle boating and I finally made smores, I had never done that before they were really good. Derrick tried to catch some eels there were so many too I dont know how he didn't. Sherra has a very funny uncle too.lol.. Good times indeed. Were going back tomorrow for the night and I believe Karl and Nicole are going too it'll be really fun, more ppl make it fun. Then on Friday I'm going to Edmonston with Sheena for school shit then to the video dance so that should be a lot of fun! I'm so excited... I love having my social life back... Anyway my mom will be home from work soon I have to go so I can finish the house work, so until next time...



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